why do certain people have a this thing about them where every minute detail is an issue. We are faced with difficult challenges everday. From stubbing your toe on the bed after you wake up to losing your metro card on the way to work. The little things sucks so much but its how they are dealt with that either makes you mad or sane. I really feel that for the most part I can over look things and let things be but I am currently in a situation where I know a person who can’t do this. This is just a small beetle in a world of man larger things to deal with. I don’t know if I’m making sense. All I know is that I am greatful for the things I have and dealing with what I don’t have is hard enough so having to deal with people who don’t let the little things lie is so frustrating. I can’t be this super calm being with myself and another. But then again I should be able to. Maybe this person is in my life to teach me how to be this buddah type of person I’ve always strived to be. Whatever it is, I’m not letting it get to me. I’m realy trying and wanting to teach this person that the little worries in life will kill you and that there are bigger worries to essentially worry about. Now I’m just ranting…on my way to a yard sale with my boyfriend. That’s a whole nother story. I can’t believe how I’ve been blessed to have him in my lfe, I know yawsn, but it’s like nothing I’ve ever felt. Amazing.
