1. update from el trabajo

    Don’t think I’ve ever updated from work but have found the extra time and decided to do it. Had such a bad case of the blues yest and still not sure why. A little tired of blaming it on that monthly friend crap…I have so much that I am happy for in this life but can’t see to get a grip when I get into those moods. he bf tried everything under the sun and that just made me cry more. Gross, don’t want him thinking I’m this big crying mess but can’t help it either. Just a case of the blues or should I consider some kind of help. Maybe it’s me but crying uncontrollably doesn’t seem healthy…